From my perspective, none of what transpired was polyamorous. It sounds like she just monkey-branched you and she’s always been monogamous, and simply looked for an old flame because of all the stressors that occured (past regression I think it’s called? Some kind of withdrawal to something positive in your past when things become terrible). Either way, she has always cheated on you, and pretending to want to open up the relationship was just further deception, and only was even suggested because she was caught. People like that, give polyamory a bad name.

I think what you should ask yourself too is, are you actually ready for a poly relationship, or even a monogamous one? To me it sounds like you’re living in a toxic environment, where she has used your feelings to keep you as a dad and provider while doing what she wants, and suffering no repercussions from her hurtful actions. Maybe you need to hear this, or maybe you’ve already heard it, but what she’s done to you is wrong, man. Very wrong. I could never do something like that to any of my partners, even if I no longer loved them the same.

I feel like an official divorce and complete separation would be best for you before you seek out a new relationship. Polyamory takes more work and communication than monogamy, and it really doesn’t sound like you’re in the headspace at the moment.

If you haven’t, I think you should see a therapist and talk out your feelings and get down to how your core is, and how to overcome the fear and uncertainty you still have before jumping into any relationship. Otherwise you might just be hurting yourself further in the long run.

That’s just my opinion based on what you’ve posted though, you know you better than I of course.

Just so everyone who might be newer is aware, dragonfucker is an infamous Lemmy troll. They mess with multiple minority communities specifically and constantly try to cause infighting.

Also it’s to make sure he can hit superman. Superman is faster than a speeding bullet, but a batpoon isn’t a bullet. Checkmate

Microsoft

I haven’t watched it in many years, but I do know that apparently him abusing of Morty is actually supposed to be bad and it’s a whole major plot point later on

You have to think of it has fiefdoms.

Just because they are currently liege of King Trump, doesn’t mean that they don’t want to have power themselves. If given a plain opening, they would become king themselves. They don’t have loyalties, only compromise. Hence, they make sure to keep their own share of power close to have some form of resistance against the king.

They’ve brought it down drastically via a strong integration and small business program with the current president

Wish I was still this optimistic

Really nice, will look for a EU compatible model more that I have a launching point. Never came across one that was built in like that!

Every time I’ve seen these bidet threads, everyone talks about conversion kits (which don’t have the door) or ultra fancy toilets (which I can’t buy and use in an apartment).

And the only ones I’ve seen with a door we’re the ultra fancy toilets, though didn’t know they could self wash too.

See now that I would be extremely interested in. What’s it called?

Would at least leave it super clean lmao

The thing is that those aren’t wet to begin with, like a wet wipe.

I’ve always wondered this, but how do you prevent a bidet from festering? When dedicating, micro poop particles get everywhere in the bowl, and therefore my conclusion would be that it would get on the bidet spout. Over time, since it’s moist, wouldn’t a very thin microbial biofilm form on the spout? Then you’d be blasting in potentially dangerous bacteria back into yourself. Do you have to clean it after every use? Every day?

The only way I could see it maybe keeping clean would be if it was behind a small door that opened when it’ll be in use and then retracted once more.

So far the most hygienic option would be wet wipes.

Uhhh, you know those things are from the store, right?

What movie is this?

*Jimmy Carter

To be fair, the randomness is part of the lore too and has to do with the effects strong magic has on most users, and maybe a chaos god I think.

Interesting it briefly went back up in the 90s for many before dropping again.

I imagine it was because of the transition from analog to digital in many things

By that logic probably shouldn’t use a search engine and you should go to a library to look things up manually in a book, like I did.